Thursday, January 1, 2026

WE ARE STILL ALIVE 2026

 "THE ANTI CHRIST IS SOMEBODY WHO SAYETH "I am the christ".

-attributed to Thomas Hobbes (of Calvin & Hobbes fame)


Oh well 

oh well oh well.. .  .   .     .       .

We have found ourselves much like the dialectic in Thomas Hobbes's Leviathan that we are now in a state of emergency. That's right people believing themselves to somehow be an apostle, somehow a prophet, somehow a Christ theirselves, or even people high on drugs playing God taking the consequences of a terminal illness out on others (ergo ipso "grievances" in regards to mass shootings).

That's right the word on the street is it is a good thing to play God. The word on the street is it is righteous to believe oneself to be God. It is considered morally appropriate for one to consider theirselves to be God. 


Just talk to these delusional, golden calf loons... 

Ask them,

 "Your temple is important to you right?" 


I mean thou shalt take care of one's temple or some bullshit right? 


This is one of those bones I have to pick with conventional right-wing Christians as well as supposedly radical left-wing punks.... 

Is your body your temple? 


Because if you answer yes? 

I disagree

A temple is your fucking house, dude!... and no one's body is somehow a "house" that you live in. Your body is a structure created by the almighty God. 


IE reason ergo ipso the structure. 

I mean in any literal sense, one would have to be a fool to consider their body a temple. 

A temple is not just a house dipshit 

A temple is a pyramid. Structure as such is almost the exact opposite of your body. 

Your body is flesh, analog.

A structure is geometry, digital.


That's just my post deconstructionist worldview. 

But because I've been asking so many questions to figures in authority about their rights and constitutional obligations? 


Because I asked questions 

I come under scrutinies. 

How am I doing? 

Thank you for asking. 

My grandfather is dead. 

My right wing grandfather is dead. 

My right wing grandfather who made his way entrepreneurially in insurance is dead. 

Now the man who started out as an entrepreneur and made my family into an empire. 

That man is dead. 


It sucks. 


My heart is broken. 


This man I swear to Christ. 

This man I've worked for as Republican advocate for the GOP. For the grand old party. I knew the man was loaded and I said in 2007? I'm going with Ron Paul and tea party activism for life. 

Do the same yourself and earn that shit Patriot. 

Do your duty soldier. 

RT stillwell 2026

Tuesday, December 30, 2025

Nascar repost

 

Dennis Hamlin, father of Cup Series star Denny Hamlin, dies in house fire; Mary Lou Hamlin critically injured


Dennis Hamlin, whose personal sacrifices helped support his son Denny’s eventual rise to NASCAR stardom, died from injuries suffered in a house fire Sunday. He was 75.

First responders arrived at a home in the Stanley community of Gaston County, North Carolina, nearly 20 miles outside Charlotte, after a fire was reported at 6:19 p.m. ET. Authorities said two people were found outside the four-bedroom home when emergency services arrived at 6:27 p.m. and were taken to a nearby hospital with life-threatening injuries.

Officials from the Gaston County Office of Emergency Management and Fire Services provided an update Monday evening via news release, confirming that Dennis Hamlin had died from his injuries at the hospital. Mary Lou Hamlin, Dennis Hamlin’s wife and mother to Denny Hamlin, was listed in critical condition and transferred to a hospital in Winston-Salem, North Carolina, where officials said she is “actively being treated.”

Due to the extent of fire and resulting structural collapse, officials said the cause is currently undetermined but the investigation is ongoing.

Denny Hamlin had said as the 2025 season drew to a close that his father had been in declining health. He became emotional when speaking about his father during race weekends, and he had dedicated his most recent NASCAR win – in October at Las Vegas Motor Speedway – to him.

Denny Hamlin ranks in a tie for 10th on the NASCAR Cup Series’ all-time win list with 60 big-league victories, including three Daytona 500 triumphs. But those achievements on stock-car racing’s biggest stage have a foundation firmly rooted in his family’s backing, with Dennis and Mary Lou providing support at every stage of their son’s development.

“I wanted to be able to sit in my rocking chair and say I did everything I could to get him there,” Dennis Hamlin told the Greensboro (N.C.) News & Record in 2006. “I didn’t want no stone unturned.”

A young Denny Hamlin was introduced to racing early on, sitting on his father’s lap to watch televised races as a child. Dennis Hamlin quickly saw the youngster’s aptitude for the sport. “I saw his potential the first time I watched him drive a go-kart at 7 years old,” Dennis Hamlin told Cox News Service in 2006. “He wasn’t scared of anything. He could get on anything and just fly.” That first go-kart race resulted in victory, but he kept on driving after the end, leading his father and others on a wild chase after him as he continued to lay down laps after the checkered flag.

Denny Hamlin was born in Tampa, Florida, but Dennis and Mary Lou moved to the Richmond, Virginia area when he was 2. Dennis had taken a job as service manager for Great Dane Trailers, and he would later use his expertise to set off on his own, opening Chesterfield Trailer and Hitch with his son as a capable assistant.

“I worked at least 40 hours a week in the shop my senior year in high school,” Denny Hamlin told the Richmond Times-Dispatch in 2011. “I didn’t concentrate on my education as much as I should have, but we had a plan. And we didn’t have money for college. If I didn’t make it in racing, I was going to work in the trailer shop.”

Dennis Hamlin started a family-owned race team in one of the shop’s bays to help his son pursue his dream. The costs rose as Denny climbed the ladder from four-cylinder Mini Stocks to his eventual grassroots landing place in Late Model competition.

The trailer business paid the family’s bills, but the personal strain and expense of keeping the race team going began to mount. Dennis Hamlin took out two mortgages on their rancher-style house and sold four classic cars, including each of their personal favorites – Dennis’ 1932 Ford and Mary Lou’s 1967 Chevy Camaro Rally Sport convertible – to make ends meet.

The generosity of volunteer crew and fellow car owners kept the Hamlin team afloat once the family’s resources were fully tapped. Hamlin made the most of a Late Model ride with another team in 2003, topping the regulars for victories at South Boston (Va.) Speedway and winning the track championship that year at Southern National Speedway in Kenly, North Carolina.

Denny Hamlin’s big break came that same year. Joe Gibbs Racing acquired a Late Model car from Hamlin for a developmental driver test at Hickory Motor Speedway. The team tasked the young Hamlin with shaking the car down, and the control he showed in those tune-up runs drew the eyes of JGR’s Curtis Markham, a longtime driver in Late Models and what’s now called the NASCAR O’Reilly Auto Parts Series.

“I said right there, ‘We need to hire this kid,’ ” Markham told Cox News Service in 2006. “I called J.D. (Gibbs) right then from my cellphone. He said, ‘Are you sure?’ I said, ‘We need to get him before somebody else does.’ “

Denny Hamlin was under contract soon after. Two and a half years later, he had reached NASCAR’s big leagues and landed his breakthrough victory in the Budweiser Shootout exhibition at Daytona.

“A ton of bricks fell off my shoulders right there,” Dennis Hamlin said. “My job was done.”

Denny Hamlin felt the same way, and he repaid them for their dedication – from his father’s efforts to his mother’s work operating the Denny Hamlin Fan Club.

“We never said you owe us this or pay me back for that,” Dennis Hamlin told the Richmond Times-Dispatch. “One day, Denny pulled into our driveway and said, ‘Dad, you’re done.’ I said, ‘I’m done what?’ Denny said, ‘You’re done working and you’re moving to Charlotte.’ I said, ‘I’m not going anywhere,’ and he handed me the keys to a new house and said, ‘It’s furnished, take your clothes, sell the business. Mom works for me now. It’s set. You’re going. You’re retired.'”

In retirement, Dennis Hamlin watched his son go on to win 60 Cup Series races, something that Denny reflected on as he shared updates about his father’s health late in the 2025 season. His No. 11 team acknowledged his emotions after he scored his milestone 60th win on Oct. 12 at Las Vegas, telling him over the in-car radio: “We all know you earned that one for your dad.”

“He’s the one that got me into racing,” Denny Hamlin said in Las Vegas. “Just took me to a race track when I was 5, then made all the sacrifices financially to keep me going. Sold everything they had. We almost lost our house a couple times. Just tried to keep it all going. So I’m glad he was able to see 60. That was super important to me.”

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Monday, December 22, 2025

LOCAL UNITED METHODIST WORD OF MOUTH QUOTE OF THE MONTH.

 "People will not care about you and what you believe until you show that you care about them and who they are "


I don't know, it's just one of those things. 

But I never really understood much about Christianity and the everyday common sensical goal regarding  Christianity as such.  The real reason to believe in Christ and to evangelize is what? 


Because my present faith, as a United Methodist, tells me that it really is what many people espouse commonsensically in the world when it comes to values and action. 

To essentially "do good".


So we really have to understand the ethical world in a Protestant way. 

The main thing that differentiates protestantism from Catholicism as far as I understand it comes to the way we understand the Word.  There are two distinguishing factors to understand a priori about Christianity as such. 

One is we believe exclusively in a literal Word of God when we read the Bible.

Whereas what is in the Bible is not considered by my faith to be metaphorical. 

There's definitely poetry lol 

I read the Quran and honestly it was so poetic it's absolutely nuts.  No lol, I'm honestly just joking around. 

Although I have seen a rather large profligation of people I've encountered in the world who regard the world as such to be quote "Crazy"....

I'm not sure if reality being considered crazy is an observation by man or God! 

And yes, 

God must be crazy. 

Lol 2025

DDU XMASSS DDU XMASS DOMESTIC DEMOCRACY unit3d XXXMASSS 

RT STILLWELL

Sunday, November 9, 2025

Merry Christmas

As we recognize this time of season, the American way and the American right to the American Spirit and holy Christian worship therein for Christmas.
 There is one thing that dialectical materialism isn't, it's Christian.
Osama Bin Laden Was an Avowed Communist.

I think we need a lot of people out there to repudiate their understanding and familiarity with Marx and Engels. I mean you really ought to be able to disprove dialectical materialism. I'll put it thusly. Hegel in his dialectic is directly facilitating a trinity synthesis of father son and holy ghost...  So the dialectic for Protestants has to do with the spirit of authorship as such. So dialectical materialism takes out the Christian aspect of Hegel's philosophy, and replaces it with the communist ownership and regulation of all material goods. I.e materialism rather than Spirit/mind/ghost. 
So one thing I say is this is a rather blue Christmas for me. I lost my grandfather Tony, a man of great stature. A real Superman for me. And I stand here in a beautiful world, degraded by sin. See I am a sinnerman. I am a sinner.
So I sit here before this Christmas and I praise God for my grandfather Tony who has just passed.  They say for a rich man to get into heaven he must go through the eye of a needle or some such thing? 
I think my grandpa Tony, who started out selling Bibles door to door, is in heaven right now. The ravages of technology take it's toll on all of us sometimes.
 But my grandpa Tony is a hero. 
Why? Because he embodied the American dream. He went from Bible salesman, to entrepreneur...
 And successful in life insurance... owning a business and a respectable one at that. 
My love for my grandpa Tony knows no bounds. I had paranoically considered my self to be a hatchet man for his insurance racket, using tea party tactics to earn my inheritance so to speak. 
Working for that intergenerational transmission of wealth. I tried to explain to my father, that William f Buckley Jr talks about the intergenerational transmissions of wealth and how certain economic theories actually attack intergenerational transmissions of wealth on some kind of socialist principle. They not only want to tax you for social programs, apparently according to William F. Buckley Jr they actually want to tax intergenerational transmissions of wealth on purpose because they believe in that kind of thing, stopping intergenerational transmissions of inheritance.
 Seems pretty malevolent to me!
 But I'm down in da hood, sippin' a little eggnog celery waiting for freaking Christmas... Happy freaking New Year. 
... if it's convenience you want you'll have to pay.$.$.$.$.
End of the world's Dec 2025

 

Thursday, November 6, 2025

The Writ of Rt Stillwell

 Oh my god I've fallen in love again! Why does this always happen to me!????! 

It's my own damn fault for being a sinner. I'm just a sick lecherous fiend, scowling in horror at the Grimm bloody reality of the Holocaust.  Many people don't understand the real true make or break moment when it comes to Holocaust scenarios!

The real underground railroad! 

That's me. 

605 West Street, 

Right across the street from the Pittsboro Mart. 

Because of the traffic in and out of the gas station, I did what I best could at the time after we got our stimulus check (remember stimulus checks should be a right not a luxury).

My pastorette told us in one service, keep in mind I live in Duke terrain which is an United Methodist private school, to bring our faith out to the driveway into the front yard for all to see. 

Here is my real theology of Thomas Hooker, one of my theologian forefathers, in regards to how I believe many Southern Baptists to be riding the gravy train all the way down to their side of sin & the river of styx.

 To whatever ranking in hell I earn from this dialectic, may I state,

My forefathers were men of religious character...

So anyways long story short, or boring story long, many Christians, so-called Christians, had a habit at the time in my area of North Carolina of putting the sign out on their front yard, or in the back of their SUV, that they put out en masse somehow...

These southern Baptist paulines were representing Christian faith with the saying: 

THANK YOU JESUS 



















Yeah they're going to have some answering to do when they get the hell for that one.... 

The thank you jesus sign that everybody in faux Christianity put up?


The creator of that sign was a criminal pervert. 

Didn't he like rape a baby or something?

That's all I'll say. 


So anyhow,

I went to the edge of my road and I just happened to meme-rape the fuck out of downtown with a tetrad of window coverings, clearly visible for any patron of the gas station across the road. 

1.  I stole a hippy's BLM sign, painted a swastika on it in day-glo orange, and put it on the side of hwy 64.

2.  A flag with a knife and rose, in punk psychedelia, for the band Falling in Reverse.

3. A confederate gadsden flag.

4. A *come and take it* flag w/ an ak47.



So returning to what I had referenced as an underground railroad, damn it, correct? 

This is a real true story from the dark side. 

I happened to go to the cat's cradle in carrboro, randomly because the artist was affiliated with a label that I was familiar with so to me that's good enough reason to make it out there for a show you know? 

And so I'm out there hanging out and kind of just getting weirded out by all these evil scene kids listening to turnover! 

I step outside to get a cigarette. 

And I bump into three folks who just happened to be from my neck of the woods, and wouldn't you know it they were tripping LSD. 

So anyways we start hanging out back in my hometown, okay, after the show...

After that night I let the guy who was part of the crew who had a motorcycle squat at my pad for a while....

About a day and a half later he comes back to the house panicking about how he just felony evaded The cops when they tried to pull him for not having proper tags. 

Now you know that's no dirt off my shoulder. 

And I was like all right man well you know you're welcome to stay here if you need to! 

No big deal All in All just hanging out smoking weed after a rock show etc. 

So then about a day and a half later from then, we get a call from him in the evening. 

He says the cops tried to pull me again, so I ran down one of these back roads and ditched my bike in the woods. Now I'm hoping you guys can come and scoop me up! 

And scoop him up we did! 

So we get back to the house and I'm just kind of hanging out, I think we were watching Arrested Development and listening to Radiohead. 

The next morning I'm sitting there in the living room with this dude.  Lackadaisically I look left to the window in the living room, and who do I see? 


Johnny Law 

Just walking right by my living room window! 

So I believe if my memory doesn't fail me,

I said something to the effect of

"CHEESE IT, THE COPS!"

So he darts out the back door, and I assumed that would be the end of it. From so many years of watching cops the syndicated television show, I would just assume there's no way you can actually escape from the police. 

Well wouldn't you know it this motherfucker was able to get by the police who were on either side of the house at the time, and he hid under my neighbors tool shed. 

Cops come over, knock on the door and I open the door and I literally said oh man I know exactly what you guys are here for You're looking for that guy who was on the motorcycle that yada yada yada yada yada. 

I said you know I haven't seen him for a couple days. 

So they made me sign a police report, damn it! 

Filing a false statement in a police report I think it was like a really really hardcore crime! 

But I put my ass on the line for this guy! 

About a day and a half later, one of his friends from Tennessee came and picked him up brought him across state lines, and I haven't seen him since. 

So when it comes to the genocide issue.... 

It's one thing to be against the evil bad guy ...

It's another thing to harbor fugitives in the name of domestic democracy united.  I don't care who the president is! 

I care about what's right, in a Christian divination sense, and about righteousness itself. See the key to converting properly to Born Again Christianity is to make sure that your emotions are right there on your sleeve. We must remember that we don't serve mankind! Mankind is a means to an end. We have to remember that we serve the Almighty Jah.

And if you really do serve Jah!!!????;;;;

If you really serve God, damn it, he'll give you the faith of Abraham in your heart through fear and trembling, damn it, loathing in a squirely manner.


So this renegade biker? 

Search Nick Prince on Facebook. 

I'll let that revelation speak on its own...


The fact is people are so anti neo-Nazi, that they themselves the anti-fascists are brown shirts beginning to end. 

Marching in lockstep motion to kill the racist. 

Kill the Zionist. 

Kill the islamist. 

Kill me please.... 

It's not as if it hasn't been threatened in the scene several gazillion times lol 

So remember when it comes time to convert to Christianity as opposed to just assuming you understand Christianity!? 

Do yourself a favor...

And read the Quran. 

I actually have a hate crime on my name for I think it was spray painting something to the effect of pakis go back or something? 

But I've learned to overcome my prejudice. It's very hard to accept Islam as such after living through 9/11. 

But I will say this! 

I read exactly half of the Quran. 

About 250 pages. 

Half of these Democrats stooges are pro Palestine, and anti-Israel? Right! 

I bet it's only one out of 10 of them they've actually even read the Quran. 

It was something spiritually I had to deal with in the post 9/11 Zeitgeist.  I honestly really appreciated the authorship of the work itself.  Do I believe it to be the word of God?  I don't know it's hard to say.... 

But I got through about midway through the Quran and it got to the part where it talks very intensely around the issue of killing the unbeliever. Killing the infidel. 

At that point spiritually I had to do what I thought of as a negation of islamism, when it comes to that faith? 

On the old yonder highway between Asheville and the Piedmont, something moved me. 

As if a call from God. 

And I tell you what? 

I threw that book out the window.

But should any of you want to convert to born again Christianity!? 

Do yourself a favor! 

RT STILLWELL